Hi zth fellow,it been a while..some oldfolk shd know who am i..some are not.
watever so..pls read with ur heart..thank you!
It my Sad Love story to share with u all,
take ur time to read it..
4 Years 11 month of relationship. I thought i already found the one in my life. To love her, miss her and take care of her. To get married and live with her till the rest of my life. I was wrong. I couldn't help myself to face the fact that she's not mine anymore. To tell myself this is not real but just a nightmare. I can't. I just can't. I don't believe myself anymore. This is not nightmare but for real. I could only hide and cry. Suddenly feels so lonely. Feels like a long sword just stab into my heart. The pain is unbearable. I couldn't eat and sleep.
It all happened too sudden. 26th November 2006 is the date that i will remember. The date that we broke up. Every words she said and every tears she cried. I just dont believe in my real eye,She betrayed my love. She built the love in my heart and now she let it collapse.
When she said goodbye. My heart just feels so so cold and died.
I knew her from studies till work. She see me from walking to driving. She's the person that i love and not her beauty. We built up our relationship so strong and to understand each others so well. Why must let it all go that easily?
Our lifestyle,, hobby and interest is all the same. Wherever i go, she will follow. Whatever things i do, she will join. Whenever i feeling down, she will be there to support me, convince me and even hug me. I really miss those comfortable feeling to be with her. She's part of my life. Now it's all gone. There's no one to share with me. She's not there anymore beside me when i am driving. I feels extremely lonely. It's like i just lost an arm of wing
i love to see her smile..when she smile..i am happy..in my heart..
Nothing can erase her from my heart. She remains to be the one in my heart.
Now she's gone away.
That's when my restlessness begin. I am so tired. Tired of not being able to eat, sleep and do things as usual. I feel myself has become zombie. No life. I wish i could stand up and start a new life but i couldn't. I miss her so much. I can't hardly breathe cause i know i lost her from my life. Every night goes by without sleeping cause i know i won't wake up next to her.
When i'm alone in my room. Everything reminds me of her(I hate her,why she so heartless to dump me for 5 yrs Relationship..just because she know the guy for a few week?). I feels lack of oxygen. The pain is unbearable.
It been nearly a month...
i hv broke up with her..
Pain and sorrow slowly faded. Tears don't drop anymore. Restless night already gone away.
I got no intention of deleting or throwing them away. She will always be the one in my heart. I want to keep it as sweet memories. There's nothing that can erase her from me unless god erase me. I am missing her day and night. Always think of what she did to me and what i did to her. Our moments, joy and happiness and sadness.
Heard some frd told me abt.. hv ask her..why she broke up with me?
because she say..being with me together..she feel not happy..
i was wondering why she wanna say that..(my heart was so pain)
i put all my effort for her,Bring her to sat Aeroplane(becos she didnt sat before)
Bring her go travel,(becos she didnt been anywhere before)
buy her cloth or softtoys, my mind eventually think of her,..when i shopping with my guy friend..(bcos i love her in my heart)
i try my best to make her smile,all the time..
i give her all the best..i could..but in the end..she kick me aside.. cry.gif cry.gif
i Shouldnt to be talking tis anymore..
my 23th Bday was held in last sat..it remind me a all the while..since i was 19..every of my bday..she will be at my side..but now..she gone to others..
In Xmas day,when i see some lovely couple pass infront of me..it make me feel like sound of Lonely in my heart..from no where.
it really Hope ..one day..will she suddenly popup.infront of me..or will she call me or sms me?
maybe my thinking now..is too much naive..for myself..
Wrethe is true or not..my Love will be always for her in my heart..but my feeling for her will be slowy slowy burn away until no more..
ha i am too silly to think abt that..
whoever interesting to look at my photo..
feel free to addme in friendster as a friend [email protected]
thank for the long reading..
:X-: :X-: :X-: :cry_smile:
watever so..pls read with ur heart..thank you!
It my Sad Love story to share with u all,
take ur time to read it..
4 Years 11 month of relationship. I thought i already found the one in my life. To love her, miss her and take care of her. To get married and live with her till the rest of my life. I was wrong. I couldn't help myself to face the fact that she's not mine anymore. To tell myself this is not real but just a nightmare. I can't. I just can't. I don't believe myself anymore. This is not nightmare but for real. I could only hide and cry. Suddenly feels so lonely. Feels like a long sword just stab into my heart. The pain is unbearable. I couldn't eat and sleep.
It all happened too sudden. 26th November 2006 is the date that i will remember. The date that we broke up. Every words she said and every tears she cried. I just dont believe in my real eye,She betrayed my love. She built the love in my heart and now she let it collapse.
When she said goodbye. My heart just feels so so cold and died.
I knew her from studies till work. She see me from walking to driving. She's the person that i love and not her beauty. We built up our relationship so strong and to understand each others so well. Why must let it all go that easily?
Our lifestyle,, hobby and interest is all the same. Wherever i go, she will follow. Whatever things i do, she will join. Whenever i feeling down, she will be there to support me, convince me and even hug me. I really miss those comfortable feeling to be with her. She's part of my life. Now it's all gone. There's no one to share with me. She's not there anymore beside me when i am driving. I feels extremely lonely. It's like i just lost an arm of wing
i love to see her smile..when she smile..i am happy..in my heart..
Nothing can erase her from my heart. She remains to be the one in my heart.
Now she's gone away.
That's when my restlessness begin. I am so tired. Tired of not being able to eat, sleep and do things as usual. I feel myself has become zombie. No life. I wish i could stand up and start a new life but i couldn't. I miss her so much. I can't hardly breathe cause i know i lost her from my life. Every night goes by without sleeping cause i know i won't wake up next to her.
When i'm alone in my room. Everything reminds me of her(I hate her,why she so heartless to dump me for 5 yrs Relationship..just because she know the guy for a few week?). I feels lack of oxygen. The pain is unbearable.
It been nearly a month...
i hv broke up with her..
Pain and sorrow slowly faded. Tears don't drop anymore. Restless night already gone away.
I got no intention of deleting or throwing them away. She will always be the one in my heart. I want to keep it as sweet memories. There's nothing that can erase her from me unless god erase me. I am missing her day and night. Always think of what she did to me and what i did to her. Our moments, joy and happiness and sadness.
Heard some frd told me abt.. hv ask her..why she broke up with me?
because she say..being with me together..she feel not happy..
i was wondering why she wanna say that..(my heart was so pain)
i put all my effort for her,Bring her to sat Aeroplane(becos she didnt sat before)
Bring her go travel,(becos she didnt been anywhere before)
buy her cloth or softtoys, my mind eventually think of her,..when i shopping with my guy friend..(bcos i love her in my heart)
i try my best to make her smile,all the time..
i give her all the best..i could..but in the end..she kick me aside.. cry.gif cry.gif
i Shouldnt to be talking tis anymore..
my 23th Bday was held in last sat..it remind me a all the while..since i was 19..every of my bday..she will be at my side..but now..she gone to others..
In Xmas day,when i see some lovely couple pass infront of me..it make me feel like sound of Lonely in my heart..from no where.
it really Hope ..one day..will she suddenly popup.infront of me..or will she call me or sms me?
maybe my thinking now..is too much naive..for myself..
Wrethe is true or not..my Love will be always for her in my heart..but my feeling for her will be slowy slowy burn away until no more..
ha i am too silly to think abt that..
whoever interesting to look at my photo..
feel free to addme in friendster as a friend [email protected]
thank for the long reading..
:X-: :X-: :X-: :cry_smile:
